Sweet Revenge

I grew up for a while in Labuan when I was little. My father was a navy so we moved a lot. I went to kindergarten there for a year and at that time there were only 4 of us siblings and I was especially close with my older brother. We were basically bestie and go everywhere together. Well mostly because I forced him to bring me or else I will cry nonstop. In our neighbourhood, there were this pair of siblings like us who came from Sarawak. I remember the brother’s name but not the sister’s and his name is Fabian. I recalled that we don’t get along well but since we were all among the same age and live together in the same neighbourhood, we played together sometimes. My brother and I had another best friends who was our neighbour and they were called Along (sister) and Angah (brother). We get along very well and the mother always gave me food. But that’s not important.

Like I mentioned, that pair of siblings from Sarawak (from what my memory serves me) was a bit arrogant and proud. Maybe it had to do with something about seniority of who had lived longer in the neighbourhood. I don’t know. Maybe or maybe not. They have many friends. Every evening we would play together at the playground nearby, but on this fateful day, I don’t know what happened, Fabian and us got in a fight for I don’t know what reason. The sister also joined the fight, and I, being the good little sister that I am, saw a glass bottle nearby and quickly reached for it and threw it to the sister’s head. After that, my brother and I ran as fast as we could for we feared for our lives. I thought I heard the little sister crying. *chuckle* eat that Itch-Bay!

And since that incident, we never go the playground again and we were practically a loner for a while until we found our new circle of friend again. Kids being kids huh.

Almost christmas

~taya~xoxo

Mourning day for Sabahan

As many would probably know by now, We, the Sabahan went through the darkest moment on 5^th Jun where unfortunately and unexpectedly, earthquake invaded the very thing we held our pride onto, Mount Kinabalu.

My friends and I were supposed to climb mount Kinabalu today. It has always been my wish to climb Mount Kinabalu and we have been preparing for this since two years ago. Imagine the wait we have been enduring. It was sad really, but life is more important. Safety comes first. I admit I was being selfish on the day I first heard the news about the earthquake. I thought it was just a minor earthquake and the Mount Kinabalu can at least be recovered within few days before this very day. Alas, the damage was more than we could handle. Thus, our journey was postponed to unknown date. Was sad really but am really grateful at the same time.

I have few IPG friends and one high school junior who is also an IPG-ian on top of the Mount Kinabalu during the earthquake. Most of the earliest pictures during the earthquake was credited to her.

It happened as early as 7.15 in the morning. I was still sleeping though the sun was up so high already. Our house was built higher from the ground. So whenever my siblings playing or running in the house, our house will shake a little, so my mom will often scold them and asked them to play outside. So when the earthquake happened, my mom thought it was just another of my siblings’ doing. Realizing it was not, since we were all still sleeping, my mother and grandmother were in a state of panic. I actually woke up just in time to witness my house shake like never before. Since our house was higher from the ground, the impact was greater. It almost felt like our house will collapse in any second. I quickly logged on to Facebook and in no time, few people had posted the same thing, “Do you feel the tremors just now?” I am not dreaming. And few hours later, my Facebook news feed was flooded by the earthquake news.

I always thought that, since my house was above the ground, if there’s flood coming, our family will be safe. Never in my wildest dream that earthquake will happen because it never happened before! Houses like mine will definitely be among the first to receive the impact. *knock wood*

Today, is the day we mourn for the lost. Let’s pray for all the departed souls. May they rest in peace.

#Was disappointed with some of the peninsular people who are insensitive and actually bring shame to the nation. Mana pegi itu semangat 1Malaysia yang kamu laung laungkan itu. Telan la kamu tu semua. 

Almighty God, bless all the departed souls of Mount K. Amen. +

Same old same old

I recently wrote about how I sleep at 5 am everyday after I got back home, and thats basically my routine everyday. Few weeks after wrote that, I started to sleep early. Like very early. 10-11 pm every night. And surprisingly, I woke up early every morning. I'm not supposed to wake up early. I should only wake up early if,
1. Someone asked me out a day before. Could be anyone. Well, I need time to prepare myself.
2. My mother need to go somewhere and asks me to take care of my little baby brother. I wouldn't know where she goes cause I don't bother to ask her in my sleepy state. zzzz
3. Father is home.
4. I need to pee.
I've been keeping this habit for several weeks now. and look what am I doing now. I'm still typing. and its 4 am in the morning. old habit comes back. I'm sure I'll sleep early again tomorrow night.


same old same old.
~tayaldo~

Insignificant matters that happen. ALWAYS.

My broadband gets barred. ah hell. Lucky I'm not one of those people who'll die if he/she is not on the net in a day. *but I do feel like I'm losing myself in my own world. Does that means I'm crazy? No, just addicted to one piece*

I hope my Batik looks nice. The tailor aunty looks nice. She's approachable and got this "warm maternal affection for her guest" which in my case, would be her customer. *oh please, let her do my batik first*

My exam result is satistfying. At least for me. And my mom. And my brothers. And my sisters. Who only peeked through my result and sighed, "Wow, all English"  yup, it sounds just right. Cyril said someone's result drop significantly. Thats why I did not study hard so that my result will not drop and consequently it also did not rise. Fair trade I would say. *gigling*

on a side note: they say that the earth will be dark on 21st December due to some nature phenomenon where the sun, the moon and the earth parallel with each other or something like that. My friends and I planning to take a trip or as we would say "gansau" to anywhere we like. It rarely happen to us. IF it really happen la kan.

Christmas is coming to town!!!! ho ho ho..

lovely greetings from me

~tayaldo~xoxo 

Been there, Done that.

Life is a drama. It is full of stories you never know would happen. Maybe at one time, your life seems to be at the peak and may be happiest life you ever had, but who knows what might happen later on. As a wise man would say, everything happens for a reason. I did encounter some situation back there where this quote applies to me. There is a reason for everything that happens. You just need to wait and be patient for the reason to show up, and always have faith in God because God will never leave you even though some people might. God may present you with the best gift you ever had. In my situation, He gives me friends, whom I love so much and trust with all my heart. Friends who understand, friends who make you happy, friends who’ll give a helping hand in whatever situation you might encounter; friends who cry with you, friends who laugh with you, and most importantly, friends who love you like a family.

And thanks to certain person, because without you, I will not be able to sit here and write about my friends now (although you did hurt me full blast last time) or any of those hurtful experiences, well I guess, time will heal everything. In the process of healing, I realize that there are so many things in this world that are more worthy to do than thinking about the past and reminisce about those hurtful moments. You and I may be happy now, I’m glad we did. When I’m older, I will surely recall those memories again, just for the sake of remembering an old flame. (or maybe for the sake of my *cough*, grandchildren who wants to hear a love story from her *cough*, grandmother). Guess, memories never fade huh. 

You’ll never know what life is until you fall in love and fall out of love, aite? 

move on mate! 

oh crap, I'm distracted again. Bila la habis study kalau macam ni. ＼(>o<)／

lots of love

~tayaldo~xoxo

yes, im cannibal. ada aku kesah?

ok, thats bullshit. im not cannibal, not a human eater too. and yeah, this is my first time ever, using AKU in my entry. i think. ya, im TAMBUNAN SABAHAN, which means I use SAYA as my kata ganti nama yg pertama. but after 1 year 3 months lives in MALAYSIA, ok i mean PERAK. i'd adapted this semenanjung culture. for them AKU is used if they communicate with friends while SAYA is used when communicate or having conversation with someone that is older, like lecturers, teachers, mak cik jual cucur udang, pak cik jual goreng pisang. (correct me if i'm wrong). while in sabah, SAYA is more polite. but it is different in different state. for example, people from sandakan tend to use AKU. but for us TAMBUNAN-IAN, using AKU is like putting urself as a laughing stock. this is serious. and no, my name is not serious. (if u don't get the jokes then u r a loser, ok kidding =P) but sabahan tend to alter this SAYA into much more simpler word. for example, SAYA=SA. same goes to KAU=KO. nice aite?

ok. cut the crap. my intro is out of topic.

ok. once again. no im not cannibal. but i love meat. seriously. this is sudden. yeah i love chicken and fish, but now im totally into beef. mati aku. beef sangat mahal ok. but i think i know why. remember FAMILY OUTING? yeah. because of that. family outing had showed me the delicious-ness of meat. everytime they cooked dinner, mesti ada daging. paling sedap of course, beef. my favourite. hah, dari situla tiba-tiba jadi beef maniac. seriously, if i go to TASNIM (ini gerai makanan), it is a must to order nasi goreng USA. apaka itu? ok, its a nasi goreng with beef and egg and of course with this not-appetizing bawang segala bawang. ewwww~ so the story goes like this, its been 3 days since i last eat rice. sob sob. then tadi tiba-tiba, kelaparan tidak dapat dibendung lagi. nampak maggie macam mau vomit seluruh katil. ok exageration. hujan pun turun dengan lebatnya. and me, dengan bodohnya thought that no one will go out in this kind of weather. so, tunggu tunggu and tunggu. hujan renyai-renyai. with no further ado, grab my money and outing card and also umbrella, keluar alone. the thing is, its 8.00pm and its raining and the distance is not that near. maybe 1.5km-2km? berani kan. ini semua  kerana sya suda jadi kanibal!! ok. bullshit. its just that i want to eat beef. and of course rice. tak kesah la jauh mana, mahal ka, yang penting perut kenyang hati gumbira..yihaaaa..and i posted this in FB, (minta puji) and one of my friend said that, "this is what i call determination". and ya..anda sangat betul. DETERMINATION SAVES LIFE. where to find a brave girl like this. and i end up kena marah santi. ouh, sya minta maaf. i just don't want to trouble people. and talking about that, yes. I HATE PEOPLE YANG HANYA TAHU TO TROUBLE OTHER PEOPLE. get lost loser. boo hooo for yaa.. yes you.

so yeah, bukan. aku bukan la kanibal yang makan human flesh itu. itu sangat jijik dan tidak berperikemanusiaan ok. aku cuma makan daging lembu saja, and ayam, ikan, kambing (kadang-kadang). aku tak makan daging lain selain yang aku sebutkan tadi. oh ada satu. itu aku diam2 la..haha

*i sound stupid using aku. but hey, we are one malaysia!!

ini ialah nasi goreng USA yang aku sanggup jalan ber km km kerana. (direct translation eh?) oh dan daging itu kelihatan sikit, dan telur itu dimasak dengan perfect and of course bawang bawang annoying. price cukup lumayan RM5 per person. ^^

lots of love
~tayaldo~xoxo

Raining Ceremony

today(18 Oct), our college err, institute organized this i'm-not-sure-what-is-the-name-but-it-is-a-relay-run. im one of the representative from our class. shima,quek,weiyin,divya and me are the representative from our class and the only K unit TESL that take part in this relay run. hell yeah K12! syed,mark,cyril,ihsan and firdaus are the representative for boys. well, is it a custom or maybe it just us that TESL group always WIN..ok i lie, we lost. but, we are proud of our self because we are the only TESL group from K unit. PARTICIPATION IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN WINNING. arigato gozaimas!! we end up in last place, same for the boys and girls. we worked hard though, its just that our stamina is not build to run such distance. we cannot afford to run that much since we TESL group never expose to this running-walking thingy. we don't have any subject that require us to use a lot of energy. oh maybe GERKO, playing tennis. which we only play 2 hours, once a week. pffftttt.

the girls run for 2.5KM which each of us run 500M. and we need to run fast since this is relay and not jogging like we always do in PJ subject. hahaha.. i ran real fast, i managed to get 4th place but unfortunately i was the third runner, so it didn't make any big different. divya is the 1st runner, weiyin 2nd, im 3rd, khaixian 4th and shima last. it was a great experience though. we waited until the closing ceremony and it was raining. pffffttt.. btw, it was nice "showering" in the rain.

after that, we have night class at 8PM. at first i dont wanna come, but its LDS so.... "if you fail then who gonna help you?" (MARK LIM 2011) *sigh* but, its weird how i can be so energetic and not tired at all. and i cannot even sleep now. insomnia! maybe because of the rain..hmmm.. LOVE RAIN!!

heroin K12!

warming up

closing ceremony, silat performance

its raining yet mark so happy

going back to hostel

yes, thats me completely wet. thanks to mark

study study study

Mr Lim in middle of teaching and we like *!#$%^#@&*^

Good student

thats LDS

STRESS CAUSES HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE-the correct answer
opps..bad handwriting. lazy bha.

*quek said to me "huataya, why you ran so fast arh?" awww~i know right. i did ran fast. huahuahua..

lots of run/rain-ning

~tayaldo~xoxo

late at night

take five to update blog..^^ currently doing Social Studies, since tomorrow we gonna present it.. ok, United Nation is one of the many topic that keep my mind blank every time i read it..=.=" what is gender inequality in UN? Peace Building? swear! this is the first time i  ever heard that word.. i thought peace building is some kind of building that everyone gather for meeting and discuss about peace..miahaha..if u want to know what peace building are, find it urself..me myself having difficulties finding the right and exact information..*sigh* ok..i have to finish my PN, ES, LDV and all my assignmentssssss..damn, how i hate assignment..i can't wait for august..why?later la i tell..k, thats all..my five min done..saranghae!! 

lots of love

~taya^^aldo ~ xoxo

welcoming my arrival, one year ago..

did i ever mention to you that i was the second intake here in maktab? yes, i were.. and today, 19/07/2010, is my first anniversary i study here, in IPGKI.. my other friends, where mostly of them are the first intakers, which mean there already celebrated their anniversary last month on 28 may.. but for some of us, 4 of us to be exact, me, bibi, efi and vanessa today is a memorable day, where one year ago, was the first time we met each other, and at that time, i only know Vanessa.  probably because she lives in the same block as me and same level..
for me, it was a tough decision to made to be here in IPGKI, maybe because it is far from sabah, and of course far from my hometown. when i first got the message, i couldn't believe it.. so i went to a cyber cafe and checked, there it was, my name on it.. Fadalya Petrus, INSTITUT PENDIDIKAN KAMPUS IPOH PERAK. what??!! i don't know what to say at that time. i'm happy but at the same time i felt frustrated, the moment i decide to forget about maktab and focus on my studies in form six, yes, i went through 2 months of form six which was great, that moment, suddenly the message change everything.. it was hell! damn miserable feeling. i cried. yes i admit, not because i'm happy but because i'm sad.. leaving my family was not an option. and of course, leaving aldo.. luckily he understand that this is not my fault, it was pendidikan's faults..huh
and of course, all preparation was a mess! i only have 3 days to prepare everything..i departed from sabah on 18/07/2010..it was sunday..and yes, I'M ALL ALONE..i repeat..I'M ALL ALONE..but that was not a problem since i've been in perak before..and i know that everything gonna be just fine..^^
everything was under control, except for some other things which i would not reveal because it was too embarrassing to tell..and here i am, still alive.healthy and strong..happy and cheerful..luckily i have many amazing friends to accompany in my 5 years journey here..and also, my best buddy, which also come from sabah, from tambunan, from same primary school, and 1 month of next-door-classmate in form six, yes it u santi jo..haha and now, we are again classmate for 5 years.. some people asked, tidak boring ka?? haha, i would say yes,,haha but its good to be with someone that u already know for a long time, maybe because the chemistry, i would say so.. well, I'M NOT ALONE anymore.. God bless all my journey..Amen..

18/07/2010

in kkia..waiting for departure..me and baby..

me and my best girlfriend, ichel muah muah..

anty ichel, my dad, me and ichel..

naa, im in my form six unifrom..im not lying about form six ok. 

its me n ichel..^^

19/07/2010

this is me one year ago..ready for registration.

i look tidy rite?hoho naive..

the last picture i took in lasall centre. 

i stayed there one night..TQ Isaac for everything. 

lots of love
taya =) xoxo

Damn PLKN!

frust! frust! frust! u know why im frust? hah,ce cite ce cite..haha no la..my only frustration yg still i cannot forget until now is PLKN!! u know why suddenly i talk about this damn national service? bcoz my bro dapat..!!! arh,sakit hati tahap gaban!! kenapa pla my bro dapat!!!! 

        ok, actually my story begin 6 years ago, when im in primary 6, masa tu my dad is one of the jurulatih d plkn..alaa,masa plkn mula2 ada, government cari jurulatih dari tentera2 yg da bersara, so my dad is one of them, dapat tawaran jadi jurulatih tu x boleh tolak tau..so my dad begin la dia punya journey as a jurulatih..mula2 dia pergi training,,ntah pa benda tu,,then lepas tu my dad ditempatkan d kem ntah apa tu,..haha i don't remember,,but if im not mistaken first my dad dapat kem di papar, that kem still new and dalam hutan..malang sekali sana xda line hp digi! my dad masa tu guna dg..ehehe my mom masa tu damn worry about him,yala xdapat contact..i know ur feeling mom,walaupun masa tu masi kecik lagi..then lpas tu dapat pla sarawak..dapat kem in sibu..lagila jauh..aduhai..brapa bulan xdapat balik umah ,,kcian my mom..and then if not mistaken my dad transfer to another kem,but i dont remember..=.=" last skali dapatla kem tanaki..kem tu dekat ja..tambunan juga..masa tu kami one family happy! kdg2 hujung minggu my dad balik rumah..happy! 

        then afta that, my dad quit from plkn..boring maybe..haha lagipun ada rekrut jurulatih baru..my dad kinda relieved with that..sejak dari tu la,sya simpan hasrat masuk plkn..plkn fun,according to my dad la,and the pictures that my dad took in his camps..flying fox ada,semua la yg lasak2 ada..da tu dapat duit..haha masa tu kan still naive,so i thought that i will be chosen in this damn plkn..haha..i was sure yg memang akan terpilih,jadi tunggu la sampai form 5..tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu,smpaila form 5..

hah! masa tu i still remember u know,masa result plkn keluar, i was sick..so i went to hospital..*with aldo ok,he accompany me* hahaha..then i got sms from my BESTFRIENDS..saying that they got PLKN.! and IM NOT!!oh damn!!! my bestfriends ichel and cter..FCUK! masa tu i want to cry..mcam dunia ni da kiamat..tpi tahan la ckit,depan aldo kan..haha then i asked aldo,dia dapat or not..he said that his friend said that he already check fr him and dia xdapat..and i was relieved..hehe

       jeng jeng jeng.........few months later....

keluar result nama2 plkn...lekat d papan kenyataan sekolah lagi...i don't bother to check because my name was not on the list....nak taw satu prkara yg masa tu buat i want TO KILL MYSELF!!!! ARH SUICIDE MISSION!! U KNOW WHAT?? ALDO AMANDUS WAS ON THE LIST!!!!!!  fuck fuck fuck.. until now i cannot forget that feeling..i want to cry but yala xkan nangis dlam klas..kecoh satu sekolah,"taya nangis sebab boyfriend dia dapat plkn"..embarassing aite? naaa,satu hari tu bad mood..i bring my hp that day,aldo also..so i off hp,cehh protes la knon...bnyak mesej from him..hahah..kol pun i didn't bother anymore..masa tu i ada terfikir yg i want to hack plkn server and put my name on the list..haha bodohnya..smpai rumah i cry..then i saw this damn plkn thingy on TV, i cry again and off tv and jerit macam org gila..BAD MOOD tahap gaban! then slowly i try to adapt and accept my 2 BFFs and my beloved BF dapat plkn.. what can I do,dah xdapat tu terima kenyataan la kan..^^

       huh..i feel relieve..haha i pray that my bro nanti baik2 ja d plkn..huh later all d money he got from plkn,im gonna steal it..*evil laugh* all the stuffs he got from plkn, im gonna take it and make it mine *more evil laugh*

tunggu jak nanti..wakakakaka!!!!!

my dad punya baju..size xxxxxl tu..haha

lots of hatred to plkn,

tayaldo~^^

entry mengarut, cerita merepek campur campur, bahasa mix mix... total up, stupid miahahaha!

apa macam? tajuk entry ni sangat la bangang..haha cause sometimes we need to do something stupid in our life, and in my case,  i do stupid thing everyday...*sigh*

Ok...The story goes like this… (the very bad way to begin a sentence=.=’) yesterday, we went to stadium ipoh for perasmian mssm ipoh..waa..i don’t know that ipoh is the Tuan rumah for mssm this year… and, the opening ceremony was a blast! I like the firework damn much! I keep on shouting happy New Year, because it was really like New Year! And then we saw contingent from sabah!! Omaigod! Adala satu dua I know... I mean really, only two...haha because those two athletes are from TAMBUNAN!  Harry and Gloria are the names… and santi was like very excited, she goes and greet the entire athlete from Sabah and they were like bingung2… maybe they thought santi from semenanjung… probably org Perak...haha! we were there for like 2 hours and half2… we got back here (maktab) at 11.20pm… I glared at the clock at the pondok security last night…and then as usual, sms my heart right after I got into my room… he already sleep that time T.T…he was kinda sick..poor baby...

perbarisan,,opss..abg haziq half badan..

this is when we off light and pasang cahaya perpaduan

this is our vip sit

santi buddy and me

Ok… so, my mind is blank right now >.<

Ya right! So, after approximately 1 year living here, in perak, in ipg, my second home, I’ve adapted many cultures and slang. Blajo bahaso org semenanjung ( ini slang mana ni?) alaa… I call it semenanjungian slang bha… so it was normal if I inserted few semenanjung slang in my writing… not my fault, it was KPM's fault, send me here to study..sudala flight ticket bapa I yg sponsor, bukan bapa kau..! kaya sangat la sya.. (mak bapa ko x ajo ke?)hahahah! BUT! One thing for sure, im still and always be, pure sabahan and dusun!! Godammit! Sepa cakap tu saya lupa daratan, sni kau… kasi makan selipar!

Again blank T.T…

Hah~comics! I love comics! I love their story and drawing.. (Although nowadays, the story plotline in the comics are all the same.. =.=’’) I can’t draw. Not that I have cripple hand or something like that, it just that I don’t have talent to draw! That’s one reason I choose science stream when I was in Form 4 (because budak sc xda subjek seni. Glad!) And other reason is, I hate arts because I’m not talented at all!!! Jeles nampak org pandai melukis, macam I want to potong their tangan… waa waa waa, jahatnya saya…(did I say potong??)

ini part 2..part 1 my comics ada d sabah..

mau tmbah koleksi!

Lastly before I post this entry mengarut,

I hate to read blog where the grammatical errors cannot be forgiven! Cehh, pandai sangat la grammar saya ni.. mana ada.. it just that when I blogwalking to others blog, when I read their entries in ENGLISH and then rupa2nya hampeh!! Write in direct English lagi tu..

Example~ but can with him then nevermind… (sendiri translate)

But because of the too long movie story??? (wrong di sisi grammar!!)

Sedih I read all this sentence… huhu moral of the story, don’t write anything in English unless you know what you are writing and make sure it is understandable T.T

That’s all for today..penat mengarut..


selitan iklan apa apa lah sewaktu dengannya..i bought my own contact lens..at last..it is violet in colour.. it makes my eyes look double bigger!

concentrate only on the contact lens right into my eyes..

lupakan yang lain xD

p/s~sorry if I ada terkasar bahasa,,mak bapa sya x ajar nak tulis entry mengarut.. sya sendiri yg buat dengan rela hati..miahaha..Siapa2 terasa let me know..I want to say sorry, sincere sorry from the bottom of my heart..Peace no war^^