Keep calm and 3 weeks more.

Today is Sunday means tomorrow I need to go to school. I will be observed by my mentor and lecturer. Oh God the tension and stress of being watch. I can’t even…

So I teach year 4 pupils, the second class, and 28 pupils in a class. Even after 6 times entering the class, I still feel a bit nervous when teaching them. I guess it’s the environment. I’m not used to their culture. But, I managed to teach them my crappy lesson plan and teaching style without much of a problem. But still, kids are kids. They are so damn noisy and naughty. I think I will lost my voice sooner or later. And my English suck. I have to use the simplest English so that they understand me. But, I love my kids. I will be with them for 1 month. Better build rapport with them so that they will remember me forever and make me their inspiration. Cewaaaahh. Marah budak bukan main lagi.

Even though I sleep only 1 or 2 hours every day, I don’t feel tired when I’m at school. I think it must be the nervousness that kept me awake. Writing a suitable lesson plan is so damn hard! The process of writing the lesson plan took 4 hours, sometimes more than 5 hours, and I will be using that to teach for only one hour lesson in class. Thinking of that, I feel so unfair. But I guess that’s what we, teacher trainees have to go through since we chose this profession. Better do our job properly. The kids’ future is in our hand. They said la.  

I will be very busy this coming week. I hope all will be fine. Next semester, it will be two months of practicum. Thinking of that, waaa, I can’t even……. 

teacher taya

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