Exam Week

Le exam schedule on Le laptop as Le wallpaper

Methodology & Learning and the learner, Y U NO EASY?? sigh.headache.

Been there, Done that.

Life is a drama. It is full of stories you never know would happen. Maybe at one time, your life seems to be at the peak and may be happiest life you ever had, but who knows what might happen later on. As a wise man would say, everything happens for a reason. I did encounter some situation back there where this quote applies to me. There is a reason for everything that happens. You just need to wait and be patient for the reason to show up, and always have faith in God because God will never leave you even though some people might. God may present you with the best gift you ever had. In my situation, He gives me friends, whom I love so much and trust with all my heart. Friends who understand, friends who make you happy, friends who’ll give a helping hand in whatever situation you might encounter; friends who cry with you, friends who laugh with you, and most importantly, friends who love you like a family.

And thanks to certain person, because without you, I will not be able to sit here and write about my friends now (although you did hurt me full blast last time) or any of those hurtful experiences, well I guess, time will heal everything. In the process of healing, I realize that there are so many things in this world that are more worthy to do than thinking about the past and reminisce about those hurtful moments. You and I may be happy now, I’m glad we did. When I’m older, I will surely recall those memories again, just for the sake of remembering an old flame. (or maybe for the sake of my *cough*, grandchildren who wants to hear a love story from her *cough*, grandmother). Guess, memories never fade huh. 

You’ll never know what life is until you fall in love and fall out of love, aite? 

move on mate! 

oh crap, I'm distracted again. Bila la habis study kalau macam ni. ＼(>o<)／

lots of love

~tayaldo~xoxo

I am shocked to learn that my favourite couple has broken up. I am more shocked to learn that after the break up, a new couple is born, but…..

Okay, let’s stop here. I’m being busybody these days. Where is the ignorant taya goes??

p/s- woman knows woman the best. I think this does not apply to you huh.

That One Suffered Minute

Everything happen for a reason. We are well aware of that. But this incident, that happened to me few days ago, was totally unreasonable. Let's keep the incident as a secret, although many people know about it. >.< So why unreasonable? After that "incident", I suffered a lot. I can accept the other injuries I get. Serves me right. But I can't accept one thing, the injury on my lips. I have like 4 mouth ulcer-s on my lips now. You know mouth ulcer, that white spot that looks like pus on your lips which is very PAINFUL! One mouth ulcer can make you go mad, imagine four ulcer, FOUR! I woke up this one lovely evening (it's my evening nap time ya know) and as usual, still in sleepy condition, I open my mouth as big as possible to yawn and palank palank palank (sound of breaking glass, if that what its sound =.=) my lips torn apart! Literally torn apart. BIBIR SAYA TERKOYAK!!! Imagine that! With FOUR mouth ulcer and lips tearing apart. Guess what happen next. I feel completely refreshed afterwards and tears running from my eyes. No, I'm not crying. =.= It's the pain fault. It is very unreasonable to have four mouth ulcer in one time, you can have one, you can have two, but not FOUR for God sake! It's been two days since I last eat rice. I cannot open my mouth properly, and I speak like I have lisp. I cannot even laugh properly and have to pretend like I'm a refined lady who laughs without showing her teeth. That kind of situation.
I did googled to find the treatment for it, but in vain. I found one blog that wrote something about her experiences dealing with her mouth ulcer. It's not like I never have mouth ulcer before, I did. Small size and only one. It took 2 weeks to recover actually but that was different. So the writer said, buy some special medicine that is specially for mouth ulcer that can be found in I don't know where, or you can try this one killer method which is, to put salt on your mouth ulcer. I tell ya, I did.

THAT ONE SUFFERED MINUTE! IT WAS VERY PAINFUL IN A WAY I CANNOT DESCRIBE. IT'S THE PAIN YOU CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE. THAT KIND OF PAIN. 

I don't know until when I can stand this pain. I don't know when will this suffering end. I pleaded to God that  one magical morning, suddenly everything back to normal. No more pain, no more suffering. I don't know how to sleep without adding the injury on my lips. Fuck this shit.

lots of pain

~tayaldo~ T.T

Wordless Wednesday#12

Le Teletubbies casts

*My childhood is ruined*

lots of love

~tayaldo~xoxo