Thanks!

I think I’ve been neglecting my blog for a while. Given my current situation, I could have written tons of posts in my blog but nay I was lazy.  Even though I am constantly worried about my currently jobless situation, I did nothing of sorts to actually solve it. But few days ago, I finally relented and yes, I think it’s time for me to find a job! But job hunting is not easy. Not to mention, I have this contract with the Gov so I can’t work full time job. Sigh. Life is not easy at all. 

Two days ago, I celebrated my 24^th birthday. Yes I am 24 and jobless. I am not into celebrating my birthday because birthday is just another day. Hell I don’t even remember my own birthday this year because ever since I become the jobless lady who stays at home most of the time, I hardly checked the date. Fortunately one of my friend gave me a birthday wish a day before my birthday and I was actually shocked at the realization. My family didn’t even remember my birthday (sad really) so I felt a bit relief because if they knew, they will start wishing me happy birthday and it will be all mushy and awkward. *Goosebumps* I just couldn’t handle cheesy and awkward situation. But shout out to all my friends who had wished me a happy birthday in Facebook and Whatsapp, thanks for all the wishes, love u guys! You guys just reminded me on how useless I am in my 24^th years of living. Ok kidding. (And thanks boyfie for the present. hoho)

So my focus for now is to find a part time job so that I can pay my internet bill every month. I need internet to download movies and dramas and it’s the only way that can make me happy these days. And ever since Descendants of the Sun finished its airing, I've been indulging myself into Japanese dramas, anime and manga (while searching for a job of course). 

On a side note, I am honestly disappointed with KPM. Why won’t you give me job you dirty rotten no good looking KPM.

Ok that’s just looking for trouble. I’m kidding KPM. I AM JUST KIDDING. 

Taya the jobless lady

~xoxo 

It's all good times.

I’ve been neglecting this writing platform of mine for a long time. Been busy, lazy.

Okay, so I’m at home now and by home I mean literally home, not home in my room at college. I’m back for semester break on 30^th may.

Nothing much happen since I came back. I had jet/car lag for two days. My parents asked me to go to Kaamatan but I refuse because I just want to have a good long sleep. I stayed at home all the time and only got chance to go out on 4^th of June. My friends and I went out at night to “eat” apparently but no kedai makan available late at 11pm++ in Tambunan which is disappointing. So, we decided to go to KFC (which is 45 minutes – 1 hour road trip depending on how fast the driver drives) because Arnold said it was 24 hours. Bullshit. By the time we got there, the workers were all sweeping the floor and stacking the table and chairs. We decided to go to any available restaurant and stayed there for an hour or so. The road at night was creepy. I was actually anticipating some ghost sight since I've been watching supernatural and it would be very cool to see one of those stuff. Muahaha.

On 5^th we went out again but this time we lepak at diden’s house. I was feeling little uncomfortable at that time. My stomach was grumbling and I keep wanting to vomit. Now, you may think this was the effect of going to Keningau late at night, no, it was not. It was not some supernatural stuff latch on to my body and making me sick. Hahaha. Turn out it was all medication explanatory, at least that’s what Dr. Chong said. (Dr. Chong is a very good doctor and own a private clinic at pekan Tambunan).

I was sick because I had mucus, which I am not aware of and then I kept on swallowing the mucus and it makes my stomach gassy, and then I vomit. I threw up everything I've eaten and after that I got a very high fever. I felt very cold and God knows how sick I was during the night. I got so sick I hallucinate bad things. I couldn't sleep and I had difficulties to breath. Last time I got very sick, I was in high school. The first thing my mom did in the morning the very next day, was bringing to clinic. I am so glad to be home!

And now here I am, writing/typing on my blog still sick but I got better. Still eating medicine tho.

So the moral of the story is, do not drink cold water.

Cold water – mucus formation – swallow the mucus – mucus goes inside your body – goes through your intestines – goes through your stomach – stomach gassy – uncomfortable – vomit – sick/high fever/headache/flu – no appetite – thin – anorexia. Ok.  Anorexia is too much. But you know what I mean.

lotsoflove

~taya~

Holiday’s gift

I am sick. I don’t know how I got it and why I got it. I’ve been living my life healthily this holiday. It is suck to be sick. I cannot sleep coz my nose was blocked and it makes me hard to breath. I have a bad headache and I have to sit down all the time.  I feel like an old woman. My mom was very attentive and helpful, she gave me Actifast Panadol coz that is the only medicine left in the house. I refuse to go to hospital coz I hate hospital and it is too far away and I am so weak and I am lazy to walk and this type of sickness doesn’t really require me to go to the hospital. Just rest at home and you’ll be fine in few days. Although Mr. Aldo force me to go but I gave 101 excuses not to go. You cannot force me mister, I am a pretty stubborn lady.

Another 5 days and it is December. It is the month of advent. And I heard that during this month, couples who want to get married have to wait next year coz the church won’t allow marriage as to respect the advent month. I think this is the first time coz last year it was still permitted. That is why so many people got married this month. It came as a surprise for me really coz I saw many wedding pictures shared in Facebook. Wedding dress so yeppeun! Makes me want to get married.

I wanna go jalan-jalan. I haven’t go anywhere this holiday. My life is so boring. Should have keep some extra money for travelling purpose. Enough to cover my travelling expenses. Gonna do it next year. (but looking at my situation right now and how I handle money, it will be a tough job) T_T   

And I present you...
The side profile of my Chilbong. How can someone be this cute! gosh fan girl.

lots of love

~taya~xoxo

New. Old. New.

Let's just go to sleep, and hope for a better nation tomorrow and after that. And please new (err, old?) government, please, please, please keep your word. Please treat Sabah like how it supposed to be treated. After 5 years, let's meet again. (masa masa begini la menyesal lahir lambat)


#jangan black out lagi suda. Time for exam!!

Good Night Malaysian! 

~taya hopes for a better nation~ xoxo

That One Suffered Minute

Everything happen for a reason. We are well aware of that. But this incident, that happened to me few days ago, was totally unreasonable. Let's keep the incident as a secret, although many people know about it. >.< So why unreasonable? After that "incident", I suffered a lot. I can accept the other injuries I get. Serves me right. But I can't accept one thing, the injury on my lips. I have like 4 mouth ulcer-s on my lips now. You know mouth ulcer, that white spot that looks like pus on your lips which is very PAINFUL! One mouth ulcer can make you go mad, imagine four ulcer, FOUR! I woke up this one lovely evening (it's my evening nap time ya know) and as usual, still in sleepy condition, I open my mouth as big as possible to yawn and palank palank palank (sound of breaking glass, if that what its sound =.=) my lips torn apart! Literally torn apart. BIBIR SAYA TERKOYAK!!! Imagine that! With FOUR mouth ulcer and lips tearing apart. Guess what happen next. I feel completely refreshed afterwards and tears running from my eyes. No, I'm not crying. =.= It's the pain fault. It is very unreasonable to have four mouth ulcer in one time, you can have one, you can have two, but not FOUR for God sake! It's been two days since I last eat rice. I cannot open my mouth properly, and I speak like I have lisp. I cannot even laugh properly and have to pretend like I'm a refined lady who laughs without showing her teeth. That kind of situation.
I did googled to find the treatment for it, but in vain. I found one blog that wrote something about her experiences dealing with her mouth ulcer. It's not like I never have mouth ulcer before, I did. Small size and only one. It took 2 weeks to recover actually but that was different. So the writer said, buy some special medicine that is specially for mouth ulcer that can be found in I don't know where, or you can try this one killer method which is, to put salt on your mouth ulcer. I tell ya, I did.

THAT ONE SUFFERED MINUTE! IT WAS VERY PAINFUL IN A WAY I CANNOT DESCRIBE. IT'S THE PAIN YOU CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE. THAT KIND OF PAIN. 

I don't know until when I can stand this pain. I don't know when will this suffering end. I pleaded to God that  one magical morning, suddenly everything back to normal. No more pain, no more suffering. I don't know how to sleep without adding the injury on my lips. Fuck this shit.

lots of pain

~tayaldo~ T.T

not yet..

okay,,so i promise myself that i will write everything that happen in my life in my 3 weeks "silent" holiday right..but now in busy,so weekend i'm gonna write everything..i promise myself..if xda aral melintang la..haha just want to say,,ok,,i came across this one post in fb which makes me disgusted..bitch! i don't know if the post has something to do with me or him,,but still i hate that post...bitch!!! grrrrrrrrrrr...!!!! kalau da ex tu ex la selamanya..bitch!
*okay,so i am little mad right now...BITCH,fu*k..!!!!*

.....i miss u aldo...
now listening to song title "slumber" by OAG..nice song..aldo pernah main gitar by lagu ni..huhu miss him!!


*once again,,i hate that bitch*