That One Suffered Minute

Everything happen for a reason. We are well aware of that. But this incident, that happened to me few days ago, was totally unreasonable. Let's keep the incident as a secret, although many people know about it. >.< So why unreasonable? After that "incident", I suffered a lot. I can accept the other injuries I get. Serves me right. But I can't accept one thing, the injury on my lips. I have like 4 mouth ulcer-s on my lips now. You know mouth ulcer, that white spot that looks like pus on your lips which is very PAINFUL! One mouth ulcer can make you go mad, imagine four ulcer, FOUR! I woke up this one lovely evening (it's my evening nap time ya know) and as usual, still in sleepy condition, I open my mouth as big as possible to yawn and palank palank palank (sound of breaking glass, if that what its sound =.=) my lips torn apart! Literally torn apart. BIBIR SAYA TERKOYAK!!! Imagine that! With FOUR mouth ulcer and lips tearing apart. Guess what happen next. I feel completely refreshed afterwards and tears running from my eyes. No, I'm not crying. =.= It's the pain fault. It is very unreasonable to have four mouth ulcer in one time, you can have one, you can have two, but not FOUR for God sake! It's been two days since I last eat rice. I cannot open my mouth properly, and I speak like I have lisp. I cannot even laugh properly and have to pretend like I'm a refined lady who laughs without showing her teeth. That kind of situation.
I did googled to find the treatment for it, but in vain. I found one blog that wrote something about her experiences dealing with her mouth ulcer. It's not like I never have mouth ulcer before, I did. Small size and only one. It took 2 weeks to recover actually but that was different. So the writer said, buy some special medicine that is specially for mouth ulcer that can be found in I don't know where, or you can try this one killer method which is, to put salt on your mouth ulcer. I tell ya, I did.

THAT ONE SUFFERED MINUTE! IT WAS VERY PAINFUL IN A WAY I CANNOT DESCRIBE. IT'S THE PAIN YOU CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE. THAT KIND OF PAIN. 

I don't know until when I can stand this pain. I don't know when will this suffering end. I pleaded to God that  one magical morning, suddenly everything back to normal. No more pain, no more suffering. I don't know how to sleep without adding the injury on my lips. Fuck this shit.

lots of pain

~tayaldo~ T.T

AN ANECDOTE OF UNCLE WILL, JERK!!!

Its’ all happen because of that one uncle who betrayed us on the last minute. I’ll remember u forever. You jerk, hell uncle!!!!!! You made a promise and yet you didn’t keep your promise. I feel like I want to strangle u until u suffocate and let out all my anger towards u. Urghhhh!! Hell u uncle!!!

It’s all started with a good and promising day. Santie told me that she had contacted an Unser and that uncle had promised us to send us to airport. So, everything’s done. We just have to wait for the Unser to fetch us the next day. It was 4^th January 2012, the beginning of a bad luck, yet we still not realised about what’s going to happen to us next. I woke up at 7.30 am because I need to go to ATM machine to get some money. I thought everything’s going to be just fine. I already packed all my stuff. I am not worried about the Unser because he had promised us that he will fetch us on 10 am. What a promise made! Hell! Long story short, we waited for the uncle like forever. He promised us 10 am++, then he said 11.30 am++, and then he said he couldn’t make it. He told us that his friend will fetch us. WHAT THE HELL!!! It was 12.30PM and our flight will be on 2.55PM. !@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&* the reason why I’m mad was that we need to go to the airport before 1PM to check in. BEFORE 1PM. The journey to airport takes 2 hour and a half from our hometown. We departed from Tambunan when the clock showed 1PM. !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* Depart 1 PM-JOURNEY 2 HOUR 30 MINUTES-FLIGHT 2.55PM. How hell was that. What can we do was just be cool about everything. Cool kepala otak kau. Inside, we were crying. We managed to get RM360 flight ticket but unfortunately we did not have that much money with us on that very time. AND MY MAYBANK CARD GOT PROBLEM!!! In the end, we bought the last flight ticket. It cost RM450++. Santie’s was RM500++. Yaa, that was so “cheap” indeed. !@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*() buying ticket on the spot is not cool. I repeat is not cool and WHAT THE HELL!!! The flight took 2 hour and a half. OUR FLIGHT 9.25PM-JOURNEY 2 OUR 30 MINUTES-LCCT 12 AM. We want to take the 2 AM bus to Ipoh but unfortunately the ATM machines were all offline!!! We have no choice but to stay in LCCT at the food court for a night. *sigh* what a night.  T.T

It was 5^th January 2012, the beginning for another bad luck. The ATM machines finally work. We thought everything’s going to be alright after that. WE ARE WRONG!!! Long story short, we took a bus to Ipoh and the journey took 4 hours. *sigh* we arrived at Medan Gopeng at 12.30 PM and ready to take another taxi to IPG. We asked the driver for our bus ticket balance because we still didn't get it yet. Unfortunately he said he’s just the driver, he had nothing to do with any bus fee or our bus ticket balance. O MY!!! ANOTHER BAD LUCK!!! But fortunately, he’s willing to help us and sent us to Bercham where the Bus office’s located. Santie managed to talk with the person in charge and finally we got our money back. I called a taxi and FINALLY, AFTER SO MANY FINALLY we arrived at our IPG. It was 1.30 PM. Yet we still need to register in HEP office. Without any rest and lunch, we took our bath and went to HEP to register. Unfortunately, the madam in charge was not there. And the next day, we got a pink letter indicates that we are late! Late for what? Register? Hey, u were not there yesterday and it is not our fault to not be abregister earlier, it’s your fault. How sucks was this.

Our bad luck started on 4^th January 2012, 5^th January 2012 and 6^th January 2012. I’ll remember this date until the day I die. And I’ll never forget THAT HELL UNCLE WILL for eternity. JERK!

~tayaldo280509~