Why? Bcoz F u.

Some people ask why i curse so much. Not much can be said.  

and harga minyak naik. so there, Fuck you again. 

New. Old. New.

Let's just go to sleep, and hope for a better nation tomorrow and after that. And please new (err, old?) government, please, please, please keep your word. Please treat Sabah like how it supposed to be treated. After 5 years, let's meet again. (masa masa begini la menyesal lahir lambat)


#jangan black out lagi suda. Time for exam!!

Good Night Malaysian! 

~taya hopes for a better nation~ xoxo

Serangga. Lipas. Hashtag.

This is a schedule post so, yeah.

Serangga, insect. I hate all of it. Even ant. Super duper hate it.
I saw this meme in facebook before, it's about a cockroach, Lipas. There's this little girl with her brother in an elevator when suddenly the little girl saw a Lipas on the floor. The brother said " No worries, I'll protect you lil sis". But suddenly, the Lipas fly towards the brother and he quickly hides behind his lil sis. What I'm trying to say here is that, LIPAS IS NOT SCARY WHEN ITS NOT MOVING, BUT WHEN IT FLIES, YOU BETTER RUN!!!

This is what I kind of do last night

yeah, I put three pictures because one picture is too mainstream.

I encountered this situation last night, or should I say last morning cause it happened at 3.20 am. I was focusing on my laptop when suddenly something flew towards my wall and seriously, it scares the hell out of me. I knew immediately that it was that damn Lipas. I wanted to kill it but it ran away to my roomate's closet so I thought it was okay. As long as the Lipas don't bother me, I wont bother the Lipas too. Fair enough. After I calmed down from that traumatic event, the Lipas flew again towards my bag, then towards my study table, and I knew from that moment I must kill it before anything happen to me. (okay, exaggeration at its best) And so after putting my shield and my sword, which is my blanket and a book, I kill it without hesitation. And for a moment, I feel like I'm in a war and whoever loses will be killed. Of course, I won. Though it such an embarrassing victory.

I was scared to look at it directly, so I took pictures of it and even recorded it to see if its moving or not. 

*slap slap myself, coward*

I'm still in trauma. Every time I feel itchy or something moving on my body, I'll slap my own body. Damn the Lipas, dah mati masih menyusahkan!!!!!

#oh #and #yeah, #don't #you #feel #annoyed #when #people #write #like #this #on #facebook #when #it #doesn't #even #work #on #facebook? I think this comes from Instagram and of course only works on Instagram. Oh, correct me if I'm wrong. I'm nothing but a learner. I don't have instagram and yeah, I don't have smart phone so yes, people who like to use this excessive hashtag is retarded! #Annoying #nak #mampus. oh well, mind my words. Seriously, I don't have smartphone, and for those people out there who keep saying, "zaman sekarang, siapa la yang tiada smartphone?" eh hello, I don't have okay. Don't judge. I bukan kaya macam kamurang. period. 

lots of love

#taya #2013 #hashtag #xoxo

Rebat Rm 200 for Smartphone. Melepas la.

So, umum mengetahui sekarang ni kerajaan BAIK HATI bagi belia yang berumur 21-30 tahun rebat sebanyak 200 MYR untuk beli sebuah Smartphone yang canggih lagi manggih itu. At first, my reaction was like, "bah, buli lah beli henpon baru ni"...jeng jeng jeng..at then few months later, they come out with another announcement, "rebat Rm 200 untuk smartphone berharga Rm 500 ke bawah SAHAJA." itupun siapa cepat dia dapat. And from what I know after reading into some of the review from other belia, mak oi. Beli smartphone diwajibkan melanggan pelan broadband. Highlight perkataan : WAJIB WAJIB WAJIB
Dalam hati berkata, melepas la. I know broadband ni agakla menyusahkan. why? I am a broadband user. It's been few months now. Feels like want to terminate jak broadband tu. Line bukan la laju sangat. Kadang-kadang no line pun. My money melayang begitu saja. Bayaran and perkhidmatan langsung not compatible. Cis beribu kali cis. But, I want to terminate pun susah juga, line wifi campus block itu ini. Website yang tidak sepatutnya kena block pun main bantai jak block. Boleh terima la block website yang memang sepatutnya diharamkan untuk penuntut kampus, ini tidak. Semua la di block. Apa kata block juga Google, Yahoo tu semua. Puas hati kau.
So untuk smartphone, now kena fikir dua kali la mau apply ka tidak. What if I apply jak, then if I don't want then no need to buy. Eh boleh ka? Tidak dipaksa beli bah tu kan. Susah la macam ni. No further explanation from Govt. How to know la. But still, I appreciate the Govt's punya niat baik suci murni putih melepak, eh eh, for our belia-s out there. Eventhough I don't use Smartphone, and I am 20 y/o, I don't feel sad or feel the urge to use smartphone just to catch up or be on a par with my others friend yang guna smartphone. Hey, I use handphone nokia yang ada torchlight and monophonic lagi. (well, I also have my motorola yang sedikit canggih but not in smartphone category, so yeah, well) Hidup bahagia juga. For me, yang penting Bateri tahan lama, dapat sms, call, main game sudoku, (sudoku?) and ada kredit, then it's more than enough. Handphone canggih no credit, tiada guna juga.

oh, and I use bilingual sebab using bilingual dapat menekankan lagi perasaan tertekan yang dirasai dek tidak dapat smartphone yang mahal. I want samsung s4 laaa. (permintaan melampau, dad if you by any chance TERbaca ini, apa kata samsung s4 for my christmas gift? muahahahaha)

p/s: tapi kalau dapat rebat rm200 beli smartphone and kalau langganan broadband montly fee murah, apa salahnya beli kan. muahahaha. hipokrit taya. tulisan kecil sebab hipokrit. 


lots of love.. 2013 countdown..
~taya~

That One Suffered Minute

Everything happen for a reason. We are well aware of that. But this incident, that happened to me few days ago, was totally unreasonable. Let's keep the incident as a secret, although many people know about it. >.< So why unreasonable? After that "incident", I suffered a lot. I can accept the other injuries I get. Serves me right. But I can't accept one thing, the injury on my lips. I have like 4 mouth ulcer-s on my lips now. You know mouth ulcer, that white spot that looks like pus on your lips which is very PAINFUL! One mouth ulcer can make you go mad, imagine four ulcer, FOUR! I woke up this one lovely evening (it's my evening nap time ya know) and as usual, still in sleepy condition, I open my mouth as big as possible to yawn and palank palank palank (sound of breaking glass, if that what its sound =.=) my lips torn apart! Literally torn apart. BIBIR SAYA TERKOYAK!!! Imagine that! With FOUR mouth ulcer and lips tearing apart. Guess what happen next. I feel completely refreshed afterwards and tears running from my eyes. No, I'm not crying. =.= It's the pain fault. It is very unreasonable to have four mouth ulcer in one time, you can have one, you can have two, but not FOUR for God sake! It's been two days since I last eat rice. I cannot open my mouth properly, and I speak like I have lisp. I cannot even laugh properly and have to pretend like I'm a refined lady who laughs without showing her teeth. That kind of situation.
I did googled to find the treatment for it, but in vain. I found one blog that wrote something about her experiences dealing with her mouth ulcer. It's not like I never have mouth ulcer before, I did. Small size and only one. It took 2 weeks to recover actually but that was different. So the writer said, buy some special medicine that is specially for mouth ulcer that can be found in I don't know where, or you can try this one killer method which is, to put salt on your mouth ulcer. I tell ya, I did.

THAT ONE SUFFERED MINUTE! IT WAS VERY PAINFUL IN A WAY I CANNOT DESCRIBE. IT'S THE PAIN YOU CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE. THAT KIND OF PAIN. 

I don't know until when I can stand this pain. I don't know when will this suffering end. I pleaded to God that  one magical morning, suddenly everything back to normal. No more pain, no more suffering. I don't know how to sleep without adding the injury on my lips. Fuck this shit.

lots of pain

~tayaldo~ T.T

before sleep, kau buat apa?

before sleep, sya meng-annoyed-kan dia dulu. baru tidur dengan gembira. 

rasain lo. annoying betul ni dia. no privasi? huahuahua

*laughing while doing evil face*

lots of annoying

~tayaevil~xoxo

Bad Day

1. Sleep at 5am in the morning.

2. Moral class at 10 am.

3. Suppose to wake up at 9am sharp to print assignments.

4. Moral class change to 9.30am. Wake up at 8.55am. 

5. Fcuk it.

6. Open laptop, start printing.

7. Half way printing, rush to take a bath.

8. Finish bathing, printing continue.

9. Look at my finger, I lost my ring.

10. Rush back to bathroom.

11. Accidentally struck the edge of my bed.

12. Oh damn that hurt. fcuk.

13. Rush to class.

14. Late for half an hour.

15. Presented my "racism and discrimination" topic.

16. Lecturer said should find example from our own country, Malaysia.

17. Defend myself by saying its a sensitive issues in Malaysia.

18. She asked if I'm not a Malaysian, what am I?

19. I'm a Sabahan.

20. Later she found out that my topic under global topic.

21. I was right after all.

22. Went to canteen, don't have appetite.

23. Bought milo.

24. Back in my room, search for the ring.

25. Confirm. lose my ring.

26. Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.

27. Wake up and go to block A.

28. Gave Cyril his Hard disc. 

29. Ask for Maggie from Cyril.

30. Yeah, i walk like a cripple old lady. My knee hurt like hell. fcuk. fcuk. fcuk.!!!!!