Mourning day for Sabahan

As many would probably know by now, We, the Sabahan went through the darkest moment on 5^th Jun where unfortunately and unexpectedly, earthquake invaded the very thing we held our pride onto, Mount Kinabalu.

My friends and I were supposed to climb mount Kinabalu today. It has always been my wish to climb Mount Kinabalu and we have been preparing for this since two years ago. Imagine the wait we have been enduring. It was sad really, but life is more important. Safety comes first. I admit I was being selfish on the day I first heard the news about the earthquake. I thought it was just a minor earthquake and the Mount Kinabalu can at least be recovered within few days before this very day. Alas, the damage was more than we could handle. Thus, our journey was postponed to unknown date. Was sad really but am really grateful at the same time.

I have few IPG friends and one high school junior who is also an IPG-ian on top of the Mount Kinabalu during the earthquake. Most of the earliest pictures during the earthquake was credited to her.

It happened as early as 7.15 in the morning. I was still sleeping though the sun was up so high already. Our house was built higher from the ground. So whenever my siblings playing or running in the house, our house will shake a little, so my mom will often scold them and asked them to play outside. So when the earthquake happened, my mom thought it was just another of my siblings’ doing. Realizing it was not, since we were all still sleeping, my mother and grandmother were in a state of panic. I actually woke up just in time to witness my house shake like never before. Since our house was higher from the ground, the impact was greater. It almost felt like our house will collapse in any second. I quickly logged on to Facebook and in no time, few people had posted the same thing, “Do you feel the tremors just now?” I am not dreaming. And few hours later, my Facebook news feed was flooded by the earthquake news.

I always thought that, since my house was above the ground, if there’s flood coming, our family will be safe. Never in my wildest dream that earthquake will happen because it never happened before! Houses like mine will definitely be among the first to receive the impact. *knock wood*

Today, is the day we mourn for the lost. Let’s pray for all the departed souls. May they rest in peace.

#Was disappointed with some of the peninsular people who are insensitive and actually bring shame to the nation. Mana pegi itu semangat 1Malaysia yang kamu laung laungkan itu. Telan la kamu tu semua. 

Almighty God, bless all the departed souls of Mount K. Amen. +

Life update

Just a bit of life updating. It's been a while. I am now in my second practicum, teaching in afternoon session. So far so good because it's fasting month and we got to go back at 5.30pm which is 20 mins earlier than usual time.
Luckly my school was just 7 mins away from Ipg. And I got year 3 to teach. Well, I haven't got the chance to teach them, and will be teaching them grammar skill tomorrow. Oh well, my busy day starts tonight.
Doing teaching materials just isn't my style.


Lotsoflove
~teacherlya~

Been there, Done that.

Life is a drama. It is full of stories you never know would happen. Maybe at one time, your life seems to be at the peak and may be happiest life you ever had, but who knows what might happen later on. As a wise man would say, everything happens for a reason. I did encounter some situation back there where this quote applies to me. There is a reason for everything that happens. You just need to wait and be patient for the reason to show up, and always have faith in God because God will never leave you even though some people might. God may present you with the best gift you ever had. In my situation, He gives me friends, whom I love so much and trust with all my heart. Friends who understand, friends who make you happy, friends who’ll give a helping hand in whatever situation you might encounter; friends who cry with you, friends who laugh with you, and most importantly, friends who love you like a family.

And thanks to certain person, because without you, I will not be able to sit here and write about my friends now (although you did hurt me full blast last time) or any of those hurtful experiences, well I guess, time will heal everything. In the process of healing, I realize that there are so many things in this world that are more worthy to do than thinking about the past and reminisce about those hurtful moments. You and I may be happy now, I’m glad we did. When I’m older, I will surely recall those memories again, just for the sake of remembering an old flame. (or maybe for the sake of my *cough*, grandchildren who wants to hear a love story from her *cough*, grandmother). Guess, memories never fade huh. 

You’ll never know what life is until you fall in love and fall out of love, aite? 

move on mate! 

oh crap, I'm distracted again. Bila la habis study kalau macam ni. ＼(>o<)／

lots of love

~tayaldo~xoxo

That One Suffered Minute

Everything happen for a reason. We are well aware of that. But this incident, that happened to me few days ago, was totally unreasonable. Let's keep the incident as a secret, although many people know about it. >.< So why unreasonable? After that "incident", I suffered a lot. I can accept the other injuries I get. Serves me right. But I can't accept one thing, the injury on my lips. I have like 4 mouth ulcer-s on my lips now. You know mouth ulcer, that white spot that looks like pus on your lips which is very PAINFUL! One mouth ulcer can make you go mad, imagine four ulcer, FOUR! I woke up this one lovely evening (it's my evening nap time ya know) and as usual, still in sleepy condition, I open my mouth as big as possible to yawn and palank palank palank (sound of breaking glass, if that what its sound =.=) my lips torn apart! Literally torn apart. BIBIR SAYA TERKOYAK!!! Imagine that! With FOUR mouth ulcer and lips tearing apart. Guess what happen next. I feel completely refreshed afterwards and tears running from my eyes. No, I'm not crying. =.= It's the pain fault. It is very unreasonable to have four mouth ulcer in one time, you can have one, you can have two, but not FOUR for God sake! It's been two days since I last eat rice. I cannot open my mouth properly, and I speak like I have lisp. I cannot even laugh properly and have to pretend like I'm a refined lady who laughs without showing her teeth. That kind of situation.
I did googled to find the treatment for it, but in vain. I found one blog that wrote something about her experiences dealing with her mouth ulcer. It's not like I never have mouth ulcer before, I did. Small size and only one. It took 2 weeks to recover actually but that was different. So the writer said, buy some special medicine that is specially for mouth ulcer that can be found in I don't know where, or you can try this one killer method which is, to put salt on your mouth ulcer. I tell ya, I did.

THAT ONE SUFFERED MINUTE! IT WAS VERY PAINFUL IN A WAY I CANNOT DESCRIBE. IT'S THE PAIN YOU CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE. THAT KIND OF PAIN. 

I don't know until when I can stand this pain. I don't know when will this suffering end. I pleaded to God that  one magical morning, suddenly everything back to normal. No more pain, no more suffering. I don't know how to sleep without adding the injury on my lips. Fuck this shit.

lots of pain

~tayaldo~ T.T

assignment finish?

really???? yeahhhhhh!!!!! teettttttt!! not yet la..there's another 2 assignments that need to be done, but luckily submit afta raya..wallaaa! so for now, i can relieve, *sigh* no need to sleep at 4am everyday..mata ku dah jadi panda..=.=" jerawat makin banyak..cis! haha..so today, a lot of things happen..there are 3 things that are new to me that i encountered today..

1) setelah setahun sya di IPGKI, this is my first time masuk surau..haha our class in-charge for cooking in surau today..for the muslim yang fasting la, so me n cyril, i think, the only non-muslim from k12 yg datang surau tolong..tolong apa?tolong makan!haha..no la..tolong masak of course..weeee..our menu are coleslaw, so-called KFC, cocktail, mash potato and the "kuah", oren juice, nasi ayam and sup ayam..kiranya, ala-ala KFC la..i only eat one ayam and my stomach feel like wanna burst..cocktail SEDAP,tapi VERY SWEET! sakit tekak minum T.T ayam xberapa KFC but still delicious hingga menggigit tulang ayam..=P so conclusion, this is my first time pergi surau..slalunya lalu jak..haha
2) baru tahu,mash potato yg dimasak di surau is not from potato, i mean it is from potato but i thought that we will cook the real potato first, peel the skin and rebus and bla bla bla,all that traditional kind of cooking..haha but nowadays, mash potato ada dalam serbuk!..can u imagine?haha bau dia macam horlicks but taste memang la mash potato..haha ada dalam bekas besar and hanya boleh dibeli secara borong..kedai kecil xda jual..sory..and according to mdm haryati,mahal mash potato ni..i don't know la..=.="
3) ini ketinggalan zaman =.="...first time i lalu path yg menuju ke blok lelaki yg mana org pgi surau selalu guna jalan tu..so masa lalu blok G,yes,it's boys hostel, nmpakla lelaki lelaka yg cuma memakai tuala..ish2..TERnampak ya..syed and cyril pun smile only..dorang teman sya balik dari surau..im alone without girlfriends..T.T

tu nasi ayam and KFC

ini my KFC n mash potato,,tuuuu pinggan biru coleslaw

they all wear black,ya,i also wear black..

cocktail sweet gila

oo..ini bubur lambuk..

they wear black too^^

lots of love

~taya~ 

xoxo