Acridophobia

Since I escape my jogging routine today coz I am so tired cleaning my room, let’s write then.

I have Acridophobia. What’s an Acridophobia you say? It’s an abnormal fear of grasshoppers and locusts. Now you know. This is my greatest phobia of all. And I seriously mean it. This phobia might kill me anytime soon.

I don’t exactly remember when I developed this phobia. I remember when I was a little kid, I enjoyed catching baby grasshopper with my siblings. Those little little grasshopper is so tiny and cute. But then as I grow up, my grandma and mother used to tell me that grasshopper is a bad omen. It you see one in the house, catch it and kill it coz that’s probably buatan orang. The grasshopper may make you sick or some sort. I’m not sure if it’s true though. You know older people have different thinking and they always exaggerate thing. And I guess it probably influenced me and brainwashed me into thinking that grasshopper is a MONSTER!

I remember one time, I almost black out when I saw this BIG Black-ish ugly grasshopper in front of me. I even cried. Luckily Aldo was with me and I hide behind him all the time. Damn those grasshopper, can fly some more. So big like bird. Damn damn damn. I'm afraid I might grab anyone if I saw it in front of me again. I seriously cannot stand it.

I also afraid of praying mantis. I saw it one time at my house and I run like hell to hide behind my younger brother and forced him to kill it, on the spot. And I laughed crazily after that. My inner serial killer comes out. I don't have problem if it stays at one place, the thing is it can fly. It might fly towards me and I might hurt myself trying to get rid of it. You see how dangerous it is with me?!

My friends’ theory about why I have this phobia is that, grasshopper is green. I don’t eat vegetable which is green. That’s why I hate it. When I think of it, those grasshopper should be thankful to me coz I don’t eat their source of food. Damn this phobia.

They say to cure phobia is to embrace it. You mean embrace those ugly grasshopper, no hell no. Even the thought of it make me shudder. Excuse me, I go vomit now.

(I HATE INSECTS)

Taya hates MONSTER

~taya~xoxo

Learning styles, everyone has one.

What is learning styles? According to what I read (read study *cough*) from Edu PPG notes, 

learning styles refers to the psychological traits of students in processing, interpreting, collect information on knowledge and skills and in turn reacts with its environment.

 Nuff said.

I have friend who prefers to study on their own, others like to study in group, studying in a quiet and calm place and many others styles. You name it. I, for one, like to study while listening to music. I don’t remember who ask me this before “can you really study while listening music? Doesn't it distract you?” my answer, a simple “DON’T KNOW”. It’s a habit and old habits die hard you see.

I have this habit where every time I eat in my room (here in campus), it is a must to have something to watch, whether it is a movie or drama. Mostly, it’s a Korean drama though. I cannot eat without this thing accompany me. It’s the same at home. Now, I know, it’s a bad habit, but again old habits die hard bro.  

So back to the topic, I like to listen to music while studying, I just do. Even if it means distracting my study. But did you know that listening to music can actually help in your study. Hah! This is what I got from certain website, quote “English, Drama or Art students listen to emotive rock and pop music. ‘Songs like Katy Perry’s Firework and I Can’t Get No (Satisfaction) by The Rolling Stones produce a heightened state of excitement that is likely to enhance creative performance.” ah huh! who would ever thought that huh. 

But like I said, everyone has their own learning styles. If you are like me, who likes to listen to songs while studying, study when there's only one week before exam, watching movies and drama leisurely when you know you still haven’t cover almost ALL (ALL, like 90%) the topics for the exam, telling other people you want to study when in fact what you did is the opposite, download dramas and movies and TV series, sleeps more than you should be, don’t worry buddy, 

You Are Not Alone. High Five buds!   

exactly

Lots of studying need to be done,

~TayaStudyNoDramasAndTvseriesOk?~xoxo

I'm busy I'm smart.

Just finished doing my LGA's ppt. Urgh, the ceiling fan in my room is getting stronger the past two days and the temperature in my room dropped 2 Celsius (Maybe). Ceh poyo punya kipas. Ada masa pula dia kuat and lemah. I bayar duit asrama hokey! I wanted to write a long and boring post but since I have class tomorrow, I decided postpone it to weekends. So that, at least I have something to do on weekends and bukan tidur memanjang only and apabila mood rajin menaip ini datang, automatically it will affect you to do other things like assignment and bukan tidur memanjang only. ok. repetition.
Few days ago, I had difficulty to sleep, and pada waktu itu, kipas siling durjana itu masih lemah dan temperature bilik sangat high, menyebabkan my body temperature juga high, and menurut cyril, nyamuk suka pada orang yang high body temperature ini. Durjana nyamuk! I cannot sleep until 5, and I was so sure it was 5 am because I checked the time like every one hour and it feels like forever. Luckily, I'm not sure when, that I finally managed to sleep, and that morning class was cancelled. Heavens! oh yeah, I have insomnia too. So that contributes one of the reason why I cannot sleep.
Btw, kesibukan membuatkan saya merasa pandai. why, figure out yourself.

I would like everyone to stop dreaming about me now. Like seriously. 

koizora versi gedik.

koizora versi ori. 

gambar ini semart kerana ada jambatan di belakang. kbai.

lots of love

~tayaldo~xoxo

It Happens

It happens.
That's me 3 years ago.
^^


lots of love
~tayaldo~xoxo

Damn PLKN!

frust! frust! frust! u know why im frust? hah,ce cite ce cite..haha no la..my only frustration yg still i cannot forget until now is PLKN!! u know why suddenly i talk about this damn national service? bcoz my bro dapat..!!! arh,sakit hati tahap gaban!! kenapa pla my bro dapat!!!! 

        ok, actually my story begin 6 years ago, when im in primary 6, masa tu my dad is one of the jurulatih d plkn..alaa,masa plkn mula2 ada, government cari jurulatih dari tentera2 yg da bersara, so my dad is one of them, dapat tawaran jadi jurulatih tu x boleh tolak tau..so my dad begin la dia punya journey as a jurulatih..mula2 dia pergi training,,ntah pa benda tu,,then lepas tu my dad ditempatkan d kem ntah apa tu,..haha i don't remember,,but if im not mistaken first my dad dapat kem di papar, that kem still new and dalam hutan..malang sekali sana xda line hp digi! my dad masa tu guna dg..ehehe my mom masa tu damn worry about him,yala xdapat contact..i know ur feeling mom,walaupun masa tu masi kecik lagi..then lpas tu dapat pla sarawak..dapat kem in sibu..lagila jauh..aduhai..brapa bulan xdapat balik umah ,,kcian my mom..and then if not mistaken my dad transfer to another kem,but i dont remember..=.=" last skali dapatla kem tanaki..kem tu dekat ja..tambunan juga..masa tu kami one family happy! kdg2 hujung minggu my dad balik rumah..happy! 

        then afta that, my dad quit from plkn..boring maybe..haha lagipun ada rekrut jurulatih baru..my dad kinda relieved with that..sejak dari tu la,sya simpan hasrat masuk plkn..plkn fun,according to my dad la,and the pictures that my dad took in his camps..flying fox ada,semua la yg lasak2 ada..da tu dapat duit..haha masa tu kan still naive,so i thought that i will be chosen in this damn plkn..haha..i was sure yg memang akan terpilih,jadi tunggu la sampai form 5..tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu,smpaila form 5..

hah! masa tu i still remember u know,masa result plkn keluar, i was sick..so i went to hospital..*with aldo ok,he accompany me* hahaha..then i got sms from my BESTFRIENDS..saying that they got PLKN.! and IM NOT!!oh damn!!! my bestfriends ichel and cter..FCUK! masa tu i want to cry..mcam dunia ni da kiamat..tpi tahan la ckit,depan aldo kan..haha then i asked aldo,dia dapat or not..he said that his friend said that he already check fr him and dia xdapat..and i was relieved..hehe

       jeng jeng jeng.........few months later....

keluar result nama2 plkn...lekat d papan kenyataan sekolah lagi...i don't bother to check because my name was not on the list....nak taw satu prkara yg masa tu buat i want TO KILL MYSELF!!!! ARH SUICIDE MISSION!! U KNOW WHAT?? ALDO AMANDUS WAS ON THE LIST!!!!!!  fuck fuck fuck.. until now i cannot forget that feeling..i want to cry but yala xkan nangis dlam klas..kecoh satu sekolah,"taya nangis sebab boyfriend dia dapat plkn"..embarassing aite? naaa,satu hari tu bad mood..i bring my hp that day,aldo also..so i off hp,cehh protes la knon...bnyak mesej from him..hahah..kol pun i didn't bother anymore..masa tu i ada terfikir yg i want to hack plkn server and put my name on the list..haha bodohnya..smpai rumah i cry..then i saw this damn plkn thingy on TV, i cry again and off tv and jerit macam org gila..BAD MOOD tahap gaban! then slowly i try to adapt and accept my 2 BFFs and my beloved BF dapat plkn.. what can I do,dah xdapat tu terima kenyataan la kan..^^

       huh..i feel relieve..haha i pray that my bro nanti baik2 ja d plkn..huh later all d money he got from plkn,im gonna steal it..*evil laugh* all the stuffs he got from plkn, im gonna take it and make it mine *more evil laugh*

tunggu jak nanti..wakakakaka!!!!!

my dad punya baju..size xxxxxl tu..haha

lots of hatred to plkn,

tayaldo~^^