Today is Sunday means tomorrow I need to go to school. I will
be observed by my mentor and lecturer. Oh God the tension and stress of being
watch. I can’t even…
So I teach year 4 pupils, the second class, and 28 pupils in
a class. Even after 6 times entering the class, I still feel a bit nervous when
teaching them. I guess it’s the environment. I’m not used to their culture. But,
I managed to teach them my crappy lesson plan and teaching style without much
of a problem. But still, kids are kids. They are so damn noisy and naughty. I think
I will lost my voice sooner or later. And my English suck. I have to use the
simplest English so that they understand me. But, I love my kids. I will be
with them for 1 month. Better build rapport with them so that they will
remember me forever and make me their inspiration. Cewaaaahh. Marah budak bukan main lagi.
Even though I sleep only 1 or 2 hours every day, I don’t feel
tired when I’m at school. I think it must be the nervousness that kept me awake.
Writing a suitable lesson plan is so damn hard! The process of writing the
lesson plan took 4 hours, sometimes more than 5 hours, and I will be using that
to teach for only one hour lesson in class. Thinking of that, I feel so unfair.
But I guess that’s what we, teacher trainees have to go through since we chose
this profession. Better do our job properly. The kids’ future is in our hand. They
said la.
I will be very busy this coming week. I hope all will be
fine. Next semester, it will be two months of practicum. Thinking of that,
waaa, I can’t even…….
teacher taya
#keepcalm?sorryicantiamateacher
