miss you..

i have nothing to say..
i miss my hometown..
i miss my family..
i miss my crazy friend..
and..
i really really damn crazy miss u ALDO AMANDUS..<3

GUILTY. SINS. REMORSE

I am thinking about my mom this very moment. I miss her so damn much! and of course my family. missing them was a torture to me and I can't stop thinking of them! I was browsing through pictures in my laptop when I found this picture that I downloaded it,well,I don't know when..it was a piece of writing, a story actually, that really touch anyone's heart,(if you do have a heart),well it touches mine..I had read it once, and I cried. still, when I read it on second time, I cannot stop my tears from going out. hell ya! it was really touching man..

the title is "I HATE MY MOTHER"

what the hell man..

I'm a cry baby,remember? I cry way to easily, that I can still cry for the second time after reading this story.

it was a story about a child and a mother, where the child hated her mother so much and even yelled to her and told her to just go die..what the f**k! you go to hell piece of crap! I was so into the story that I curse and curse and curse at the son until I felt better. I think that all children who betrayed their parents should go straight to hell.don't you think so?? am I just cruel enough,or should I add some, well maybe all the children who betrayed  their father and mother should have been tortured like hell before hang them to death and burn them to ashes and throw their ashes to the sea..huh! what a relieve..but surely, i will not do that..it is just way to cruel to punish someone isn't it..hahaha..

well, I know I'm not perfect. me,of course,once yelled at mother before,but then I felt guilty, I felt that I had commit a serious sin and I regretted it. I remember that I yelled at my mother and how she reacts about it. I saw her face full of sadness because of her stupid daughter yelled at her!! stupid taya!!!!! I hated that part of me. I know that my mother suffered a lot for me.T.T thank you mom..

she called me yesterday, we were talking about home and my brother at seremban and of course myself,and the words that catch my heart a lot was, "dekat suda kamu balik,mama pun rindu suda kamu ni, hati2 kamu sana,selalu ingat Tuhan,mama selalu sembahyang untuk kamu"

I also miss you mom..so much!!!! don't worry mom, I will always listen to your advices..thank you for everything mom..

words for my mom

*i know that i always trouble you,i know that at some point i really mad at you and refuse to talk to you,i know that i've been a bad daughter for you,but i realise one thing,you love me so much that you forgive all my mistakes without hesitation. you are a great mother that i wouldn't exchange you for anything, you are too valuable and nothing can change that. thank you mother for giving birth to me and take care of me. i promise you that i'll be a good daughter to you and take care of you like what you did to me..thank you mother..and i love you more and more*

p/s: I LOVE YOU TOO PAPA..NO WORRIES.. =P YOU ARE MY HERO FOREVER AND EVER!!!:)

my class new TAG LINES

me and santie's new creation..or is it? yes..it is..haha
as mention above, our class new TAGLINES. but sadly it is just for the boys..haha

in our class 

• HANYA HAAZIQ  PALING TINGGI
• HANYA SYED PALING COMEL
• HANYA IHSAN PALING BAIK
• HANYA AZUANG PALING MACHO
• HANYA PIDAH PALING HENSEM

3 to come..it just that we don't have any tagline that suit for the other boys..xD

SO SORRY THEN..

I think we should come up with the girls taglines later,it will be interesting(evil laugh)

and I create my own tagline,,maybe 

HANYA TAYA PALING COMEL??HAHAHA..or maybe

HANYA TAYA PALING SPORTY? 

HANYA TAYA PALING "GANAS"?

HANYA TAYA PALING KUAT SUARA?

HANYA TAYA PALING LADY MACBETH?(haha,out of topic) or probably..

HANYA TAYA PALING RIANG..

i think the last one suit me the best..haha don't you think so people..hahahaahah!

to be continue..

my life would suck without you

wow! its been ages,(again) since i updated my blog..since,(wait,im searching for the date for my last post,xD)..ok since 14 march.OMO. that long ordey arh..ish2..ok,im busy,busy with what?let me tell you..
1~ASSIGNMENTS

2~ASSIGNMENTS

3~ASSIGNMENTS

4~ ENGLISH LANGUAGE CAMP

see,my life is full with activities..i wanna kiss my ASS goodbye,but surely that is the impossible thing to do..opps,,ASS as in ASSignments ok..i still got forum to be done,,macbeth play,,LDV presentation,moral presentation,moral assignment,amali for PJ. but still,,taya survive..haha..xD 

ok,lets talk about what happened in my life recently, and of course "THE" English Language Camp. well, like all the camp i ever joined, at first it was boring and dull (no offense :P), the registration is not like what i imagine it would be like,,i thought maybe theres a chair or table for registration,,teeeett,,i was wrong.we were just standing at the astaka and were given file and name-tag.simple as that.haha then later at night,mdm kana brief us about this ELC,and that the end of our first day..the next day was our first job to do that is aerobic,haha me and santi incharged of warming up session..i guided all the teslians and was proud of it..xD after that is our ice breaking,,not that,,emm i can say,not that fun,but still we enjoyed every single activities..we came out with our group name RUBY RUBBER BABIES,why we chose that? no particular reason except for its unique-ness and almost similar to our group tongue twister..haha!

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(rehat sebentar,jemur kain)..HEHEHE..

ok,lets talk only bout the significant event that happened in this camp..emm,first my group won NIE,,thanks to cyril,dash and mark for their convincing speech and body gesture which attract miss flory to make us as the winning team..2nd, we were given chance to visit school and be there as a real teacher in front of real students, which makes me nervous yet excited. my group which consist of 30++ teachers we assigned to teach students in SK PAKATAN JAYA. now I know the real reason why I want to become a teacher..because I was born to teach students..! 3rd, for the skits presentation,our group won 2nd place which was shocking because our group did not practice until few hours to begin..wallaa..2nd place bha tu!haha credit to mark for his "strange" story and the actors and actresses..which include me as the lead role.."EGG CURRY EGG CURRY"!!

4th,JUNGLE TREKKING! first time into the jungle,i was assigned for group 4 which was santie's group at the first but she wants to be in shima's group which was my group,,haha,so its okay..its the same..in the jungle,i learned a lot,like the plants name,wild boar "footsteps" and mystic places. i was the photographer after Fatheen,so it was explainable why only few of my pictures in fatheen's camera..T.T Lastly,the last dinner! BARBEQUE!! i was like very early and helped the "food people" to prepare food..im helping them to "kiap kiap"(quek's words) and make sure that the chicken and fish not burned..it was very hard to keep my hand for not "curi2 makan" because of the very delicious aroma..mmuuaaahhh! mama miah..! it was very fun night and SPLENDID! everyone was having fun,and me and santie sempat tapau fishes lagi..haha!

then our last day..break camp,,before that we do our reflection in dewan seri keledang with mr.ruben and mr.earnest..break camp was fun..why?everyone having fun cleaned up the pulako's area..everyone works together like a team..ya!teamwork bebeh!and that is the end of our exciting and full with thrilled camp..im gonna miss that moment.."I think after the Language Camp, the TESLian bonds getting stronger. Everytime we met with each other at anywhere, we smile & say Hi!"(bel michael,2011) it is indeed true!!! 

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